Okay, so right now I am sitting at my desk wanting desperately to go downstairs to the vending machines and get a packet of peanut M&Ms. I hurt, I want them so bad. I'm trying hard not to do it. Here's why.
I know for a fact that I am not hungry.
So, it should be no big deal to not eat them, right? Ah, but you're thinking like a normal human being!
I am sitting here, thinking that I've already had a hot quinoa breakfast cereal, an apple with peanut butter, ½ cup of strawberries, one serving of almonds with a tablespoon of raisins, and a serving of quinoa tabouli (quinoa's my new gluten-free thing of the moment), but none of that involved ravenous chocolate hoarding followed by sugar-shakes. So I feel unsatisfied.
Wassup with that?
Not fair. Harumph.
So I'm sipping a low-cal flavored flavored coffee mix, hoping that helps kill the craving. I've eaten quite enough today thus far as it is. I don't need more. I just want more. And that ain't right.
If I keep this up, maybe it will get easier.
For what it's worth, I did not eat the M&Ms.
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